Saturday, July 12, 2008

Tired

I was up until 1 a.m. last night watching TV and surfing the internet. Guy woke up at 5:30 and didn't go back to bed.

It's been a good day, despite feeling a bit fatigued. I got all the laundry washed--but need to fold two of the three loads still. We all took showers (Guy got a bath). We went to Aunt Mary Kay's and Uncle Lou's 25th Anniversary party. We played Mario Party 8 on the Wii. I really did enjoy the day.

Josh and I decided this weekend that we're really not cut out for living in the middle of downtown in a huge city.

Josh is feeling stressed but can't figure out why and it's affecting his health. This is simultaneously a difficulty and a blessing. It makes me snap out of my "poor me" mentality and in serving him and Guy helps me feel happier. But it's hard to be the one that's primarily responsible for everything on the weekends because Josh needs to relax in order to survive the next week. Especially as the fear sometimes gets the best of me when I'm thinking about the pregnancy.

I don't want to go back to Philly, but I'm reconciling myself to the fact that it really is better than staying here. As Becca commented on my last post--I'm extremely grateful to have an out that's sooner rather than later.

And we might get to see Jeremy and Amy! That would rock it to the awesome. I have no idea where I picked up that phrase, but I like it. Anyway, they're thinking of coming out to visit.

Thus ends my long, boring, and pictureless post. I still haven't found the batteries, so maybe I should just buy some, eh? Maybe.

1 comment:

Amy said...

We are coming :) We talked it over, looked at the one weekend we still have unplanned and we'll be coming on July 30th (a Wednesday night) and staying until Sunday afternoon :) We're flying into Scranton though, so I don't know if you guys will be there then or if you'll still be in Philly--but if you are in Philly, I want to come down and for a couple days til the weekend or something and do some heavy lifting--meaning--play with your cute Guy :) Anyway, we are excited that you guys will be there too--and Jeremy really wanted to see his grandparents and other family members. Anyway, I'm seeing the light at the end of the tunnel for you--and isn't this what an internship is all about--figuring out what you like and what you don't?! Love ya--and we are excited to see you guys in a few weeks!